May 2012
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The series finale of Awake, blew my fucking mind.
It’s been mind fucking me all season and now it’s cancelled. Damn you NBC.
In other news, I went back to the gym today after a long 2 week hiatus.
I am going to be hurting in the morning.
I guess I’ll be moving to PA in the beginning of the year with my parents.
Let’s see how that goes.
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Went to dinner with my parents tonight and we talked about school and moving and all that jazz.
My dad wants me to move back to PA with them and preferably go to school there. That way I can save money since I won’t be paying rent.
I plan to start school next month and I didn’t want to wait any later.
As much as I want my mom gone, I will need her here while I’m in school....
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May 22.
I finished my FAFSA. yay for me.
I’m not exactly sure how I am going to get through school working full time and attending school full time.
Work (Mon-Fri) 8 to 5
School (Mon-Fri) 5 to 10
I obviously have to change my work schedule to come in earlier so I can get off at 4.
Nugget is going to hate me. =[
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Today is my mom’s birthday.
I love her.
I came home today to find my dad on my couch. I immediately started crying because I had no idea he was coming to visit.
It’s been a while since we all celebrated a birthday together. I’m thankful for my parents.
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I have a never ending pile of clothes that makes me want to vomit.
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Today was a day.
That’s all.
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There is so much truth to this song. When I heard...
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yaasssss. I build myself up. And fly around in...
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Should you give up or should you just keep chasing pavements? Even if it goes nowhere?
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It’s hard to hear people tell you have the person that you care about is no good for you. For obvious reasons but mainly because you know how caring, funny, and smart he can be. I know that he wants the best for me, particularly for me to go back to school and further my education. I’ve done nothing but tried to be there for him with the bare minimum in return.
When you first meet...
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Tomorrow is my birthday & I’m not overly excited about it like I normally am.
I learned a lot this weekend about someone who I once knew pretty well. People change and this thing called life takes its natural course of bringing people together or separating them. He and I were separated mentally and physically. Three years is a long time in any regards. Assumptions were made, lies and...
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If my mom doesn’t get out of my house soon, I’m going to go fucking crazy.
WTF are you doing all day except sitting on the coach.
You can do that shit in Oklahoma.
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Things that happened today.
Work.
Came home to food from my Tumblr Eat Up buddy. So delish.
Gym.
Went to Junior Seau’s house. Shed a tear.
Home.
I’m tired and hungry.
Still no fast food and alcohol.
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The stair master is a bitch.
May 4
I came home to mail. My dress and 3 random as always postcards from Abrahan.
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May 3
I really need to restore my phone.
First world problems.
11 days til my birthday!
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May 2
The gym kicked my ass yesterday.
I got the results from my MRI and my brain is fine. It’s a relief because still no answer as to why I get these headaches. Basically I’ll be on medicine until further notice. Wonderful.
I need a new job.
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April 30
Where in the fuck did the month of April go?
Seriously.
How are we almost half way thru the year?
April 2012
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April 26
My birthday is in 18 days. (May 15th)
Chicago is happening in 16. I should figure out where I’m staying this weekend. Or I’ll just go with a plane ticket and my suitcase. Whatev. Someone will take me in.
I got confirmation for a shoot with some lovely plus size models today represented by L.A. Models. It’ll be wonderful wonderful exposure.
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I wish I had a plethora of money.
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I success joined a local gym today.
I looked at in the mirror last night and was truly disgusted with that ridiculous roll of fat chilling back there.
I’d like to lose at least 20lbs. Which shouldn’t be too hard because when I do workout, I do shed pounds quickly.
So for the next two weeks, there will be no alcohol or fast food consumed.
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I started a beauty blog a couple of days ago and go look at it.
Um in other news.
Chicago is back happening well for today anyways.
I had a server headache today. It was bad bad. I slept all day because it fucking drained me.
Currently watching jail and eating cake in bed because I have stupid friends.
k bye.
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I was so cool hooked up to my oxygen tank a few minutes ago.
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I had my MRI today. Test results will be sent to my doctor by Friday. I don’t know what he is supposed to conclude from this but I’m glad this prevention medicine is working as well and it is.
I’ve been working on a blog for my makeup and what not. So yay to that.
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Considered buying a new car.
then I laughed because I love food.
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Today wasn’t get the end.
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Saturday is headache day. Not fun. Woke up at 9am in pain. Shot a needle in my thigh. Fell back to sleep. Woke back up to get ready for the day, headache again. Hooked myself up to my oxygen tank which just had my head feel funny and not uncessarily take away the pain. 4hrs later still a headache.
Anywho, did some damage down in La Jolla. Mostly at Sephora. Got some new boots, new clothes and a...
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My friend is a constant remind that hoes always have someone. She literally was head over heels about this kid a month ago and now she has found her King in another guy today.
Oh I’m sorry what am I doing wrong?
When is it ok that you have a boyfriend cheat on his with his best friend and then get engaged to said best friend? Then date another guy and but sleep with his best friend?
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That awkward moment when you tell you mom that she has to move out by August and then she gets mad at you.
She came her at the end of December to find a job and she hasn’t had any luck. I completely understand because I was out of a job for a while when I moved back. It’s damn near mid-April.
I moved out for a reason; to live on my own. I was here about 4 1/2 months before I...
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11:18pm
Nothing to report.
It was a good day overall.
Found a cute shirt. Got some makeup.
Drinking vodka. =]
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I got my prescription filled today.
This half of pill is making me sleepy as all hell.
I didn’t have a headache this evening so thats good.
People are asking me how I’m feeling and I appreciate the concern.
I’m fine. Literally. I’m just finally treating something I’ve been dealing with for 5 years.
Umm…that’s all.
It’s 10:33pm and I’m...
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No longer do I have chronic migraines (which was a misdiagnosis), I have cluster headaches, which is greatly nicknamed “suicide headache”.
Here is also what I found out today…
I need an MRI.
I have a scheduled sleep appointment for Thursday night.
I’m being issued an oxygen tank.
I have two prescriptions for the attacks now.
I’ll have these until I’m...
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It’s great to finally be able to visit a doctor and not worry about insurance.
I made an appointment to see a neurologist for these migraines. It’s been about 3 or so years since I’ve seen one regarding them. I just want to see what my treatment options are and what I can do so I’m not crippled by them for hours at a time.
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Chronic migraines are here.
Very very earlier this year. I thought I had a least 3 more months to go.
& then I find out there has been a recall on Excedrin. So wtf am I supposed to do?
Maybe I should visit a neurologist.
March 2012
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It’s too early for my migraines to be ruining shit.
Anywho, photo shoot tomorrow.
I am styling the shoot and doing hair as well.
Hell yeah fucking right.
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Damn 88 days already?
Anywho, I wanted to go to Vegas for my birthday this year because it’d be a quick flight and because the last time Vegas loved my bitchass. =] But things weren’t falling together then I said, “Hey, why not Chicago?” I’ve never been and it’s in the middle for those I’d like to come with.
So Chicago for a weekend in May is the...
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Today was a sucky day.
It consisted of throwing up 7up and bile.
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baileysaywhat replied to your photo: 84/366 It’s 3:20pm I’ve been up since 6am. I’ve…
DAMN. Toshira but you are fine. Fine fine fine.