February 2012
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Guy: Eh. I'm removing myself from selection. That night with you proves I have a lot to work on. I shouldn't be dating. I need to work on my shit =/
Guy: I suck apparently.
Me: Ohh ok. I was and kinda still genuinely confused by how that ended. Everything was going well. I understand what you're saying though...
Me: Like did I make you nervous or something?
Guy calls and apologizes for making an ass of himself. He's said that I'm one of the most beautiful people he's ever met and he fucked up his chances (which he did).
But what is done is done.
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I skipped a couple of days. Sorry.
So late night, made me realize why I’m single.
I invited the guy that I went out on a date with over. He comes over and everything is cool. Full of compliments, which is always good. We watched Bridemaids, hilarious.
Then I noticed him getting a lil drunk off of my fucking vodka…
We were supposed to go to the Zoo today, so I wanted to go to bed...
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I didn’t take a photo of where I work because I didn’t thats all.
Anywho so more importantly, I had a date tonight. It was kind of last minute spur of the moment things. Sushi is the quickest way to my heart and the fact the he said that he wasn’t sharing his made everything just great. Sharing sushi is a no no. Sharing fries is a no no.
He practically threw his card at the...
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Tumblr is being lame & won't let me upload pics!
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A door.
The important cabinet. The alcohol cabinet.
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And who cares if you disagree You are not...
January 2012
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I’m so tired of being the girl who gets her hopes up and gets nothing in return. Why is it that when I met someone I’m instantly head over heels for them and they are just like eh. For once can the person I like, like me back? And can that person not live in Narnia or surrounding areas?
I don’t want to hear that everything will be ok, that you’ll find someone or that...
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For the last two days, I’ve barely ate anything. I come home and go to sleep.
I haven’t heard from the boy for two days either. (and I know 2 days is nothing but in my time thats like months) No texts, no nothing… I’d much rather prefer a text saying, I’m busy or I don’t think we should hang out/talk anymore. But everything up in the air bugs the shit out of...
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Today is my little one’s 7th birthday! Yay nugget.
& I got a photoshoot on Sunday at an Aston Martin showroom.
Balllllin.
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I am in the market for a shit ton of patience. I wonder how much I can buy that for on eBay or amazon? It better be free shipping too. I need it overnighted and for it to have unlimited refills. I hope to mix patience with some chill the fuck out time to time.
I tend to want an immediate result all the time especially with new relationships. I can’t stand not knowing what’s going even...
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I am so impatient when it comes to texting a guy… I’m needy and I am fully aware of this… Dying alone. Well with Nugget.
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Ah today. It rained. I hate the rain. I woke with a smile on my face despite of the cramps that where taking place throughout the night. It’s 11:14pm, im in the bed with nugget by my side, playing this new app and texting new face. =] Plans to see it tomorrow. Stupid mother nature.
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The only thing I hate about “dating” is the whole, “I just saw you yesterday so I can’t text or call you the following day” unwritten rule. I think this may actually work (I always think that though).
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I spent most of the day at a photo shoot which went really well. Three completely different looks for a girl who is going a shoot for charity. There were soo many good photos, I cant wait to see them all finished.
We I went to leave the shoot, I noticed I didn’t have my bank card…sweet. Because I left it in San Diego. Womp womp. Ended up driving all the way down there to get it from...
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So I was too busy watching Pirates of the Caribbean with a new face to post anything. It ended up being a very good night. =]
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but i didn’t do anything today. haha.
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Finally moving - Pretty Lights
Thanks to...
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I’ve added some pictures to Facebook makeup page.
Go like it please!
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A couple of things. 1) How is it the middle of the month already? 2) I’m proud of myself for not missing a day. 3) I am enjoying going to these photoshoots.
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My grandfather was heavy heavy on my mind today. I only got to spend a very short amount of time with him. Every moment was great. I could do no wrong in his eyes. He is the absolute reason why I hold men to such a high standard. He was with me at the that photo shoot today, which I rocked btw.
Even though it’s totally cliche, I want to get a Cadillac tattoo for him. He had this brown one...
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12/366
What I hate most about our relationship is my stupidity. No I’m not blaming myself for your actions but because I just let that shit slide hoping youll realize how much of an ass you are. You never do, and that’s why I’m so stuck. Stuck because the image of us walking down Hollywood blvd on a nice sunny LA day is forever on repeat. My thoughts are more prominent than I could ever...
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My day was pretty damn epic. Went to the people’s choice awards and literally gasped for air in Terrance Howard’s presences. Roscoe’s was on the menu for dinner! A no. 9 & and sunset = heaven! Pure heaven. Now I must return some emails from models and whatnot. Goodnight moon.
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10 days in and I’m feeling great about this new year!
I went to the gym with one of my best friends tonight.
and and and
I JUST ORDERED BUSINESS CARDS!!!
they are fcking epic!
yes yes yes.
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I feel like it was just January 1st.
Anyways, today was pretty much a lazy Monday.
Nothing much happened.
Just networking thru the night with models and photogs.
Ordering business cards sooooon! =]
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Lazy Song - Bruno Mars
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lesgroper asked: Licorice of choice: Red Vines or Twizzlers?
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Today today today, was like a dream come true. I completed a fashion show. I did four girls makeup and 3 guys. Obviously there wasn’t much into the guys. I was able to execute what the designers wanted with having the bare minimal in my kit. One of the designers would like me to possibly to do their next show. Werq huntee! So blessed to have this opportunity.
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I have my first photo shoot tomorrow. Well I just say, that I am doing makeup for the first time on a model for the first time. I just got an email from the photographer that wants me to do an additional girl tomorrow. (That’s what she said) =D Right now, I’m just doing time for prints meaning I get the images to build my portfolio for potential paying models.