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I’m so tired of being the girl who gets her hopes up and gets nothing in return. Why is it that when I met someone I’m instantly head over heels for them and they are just like eh. For once can the person I like, like me back? And can that person not live in Narnia or surrounding areas? 

I don’t want to hear that everything will be ok, that you’ll find someone or that it’s his lost. I’m the one losing my shit right now. Feeling beyond vulnerable and insecure. 

What am I doing that makes them lose interest in me?

When does it get to be my turn to be happy and share new experiences with someone longer than 2 or 3 days?